Today, June 30th, 52 days after the shadow started in my life. somehow I promised myself that I already rise and ready to try something new, but I don't know why, seems like my head keep thinking the same old things, the same old problems, the same young, handsome (for me), and great man who paint my life differently for the last 10 months.
Everytime I tell myself to let go and move on, then the next second I'll be he fragilest person in the world.
shame on me!
shame on myself!
well, let it be. It's the time for me to learn the new-hard-painful- lesson of life.
I have to swallow all the shits I have, all the shits I feel.
Tomorrow's the new day. July. My Month.
I never hope to forget what I felt, I just hope that I can deal with all these shits I feel.
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